My heart still wanted to get closer, but it became restless when I wanted to move.
Going to the mall and going shopping with her, seeing how dazzling and strong she was, but the light in her eyes was so clear.
I seemed to enjoy watching her walk in front and following behind her.
Seeing her buy things, seeing her eat things, I really liked this feeling. It was as if I wouldn’t be bored living like this for the rest of my life.
She wouldn’t understand that under my cold appearance, there was a throbbing heart.
This throbbing heart saw its true appearance when she was in danger.
I never thought that I would get injured by someone, whether it was big or small.
As a person who lived in the black and white, I admitted that I was selfish. In my eyes, my life was more important than anyone else, but at the moment of life and death, I blocked the bullet for her without hesitation.
That was the truest voice in my heart, I desperately wanted to do this.
It was a good thing that she was fine, it was a good thing that I still had a chance to say……the things deep in my heart.
But I never thought that Ye Qing would appear at the right time.
It caught me off guard and I panicked.
He was a hero that saved a beauty and he invited her to his birthday party. He would always have a smile as he looked at her with deep affection in his eyes.
I had a feeling like I was sinking into the sea and the feeling of suffocation surrounded me, making me unable to breathe.
If I recall the most painful time in my life, it should be the day of Ye Qing’s birthday party.
The rain fell heavy and her confession was ear grating.
I vaguely remembered walking aimlessly in the rain, step by step like I was a zombie. I didn’t know if there was any meaning in living on.
Why should I live? If someone else held her hand, why should I live……
If I didn’t kill her when I found out about her and protected her, would the ending have been different?
If I could bravely express my feelings, if I could domineeringly keep others away from her, would the ending be different?
But there were no ifs in this world. My mind was blank at that time and there was only one sentence that entered my mind like a curse.
She didn’t like me, she didn’t like me, she didn’t like me……
Again and again……
I didn’t know who brought me to the hospital, I just knew that this black and white world had turned completely black that night.
But when I was faced with my heart, I was more sure of what I wanted.
It didn’t matter if you torture yourself to death, it was fine as long as she was there.
That was what I thought at that time, but I never thought that the heavens would give me a surprise, an unexpected encounter.
She said that the person she liked was me. Just like a person who you had a crush on for many years telling you that she also liked you.
Other than excitement, there were countless other emotions that couldn’t be described by words.
That night, I used all my strength to hold her tightly and I repeated in her ears again and again——
‘I regret it, I regret it, I regret it.’
Can’t I regret it? As long as she didn't leave me, as long as she was by my side, anything was fine.
Really, anything was fine!
[Ding, congratulations on bringing a soul fragment into the Lead God Space. 41/100]